Noelle's New Room in Progress

We've decided to move Noelle into a new room and use all her baby stuff and current room for the new baby. This weekend Noelle and Daddy were up and at 'em putting a little toy storage unit together. Noelle is a really big helper. Ryan said he's never had a helper quite like her :)

My Life...

So the past couple of months have narrowed my life down to even fewer activities outside of caring for Noelle. One thing that I have held onto is on Thursday nights I meet with some of the life care counselors at Rock Harbor for supervision. I tell Noelle I'm going to a meeting. Other than an occaisional errand I don't get out much and even Noelle recognizes it.

The other day she wanted me to sing the Elmo song with other people's names in it, which we do occaisionally. I usually make up things that she likes and put them into the words, for example: La la la la, Noelle's song. Noelle loves her Mommy and her blankie too. That's Noelle's song.
So the other day I start singing La la la la, Mommy's song. I pause to see if Noelle can fill in the blank with some of the things I've said before, like Daddy and Noelle. Instead she says, "Mommy loves her meeting" brief pause "and her store." I laughed so hard and I could tell by her face she was pretty proud of her additions. So that about sums up my life.

Dedication

Or should I say, "Decoration" because that is what Noelle calls it. She got a little teeny diamond cross necklace (no bigger than my pinkie nail) from my mom and she gets it and says, "for decoration."We got Noelle dedicated this past Sunday at Rock Harbor. It's a chance for us as parents to commit to raising our child according to how God calls us to live and honor Him. It is also a chance for us to make a declaration that Noelle is God's child that He has entrusted to us but that we must continually entrust back to Him.We got to choose a life verse for Noelle. We chose Zephaniah 3:17:

"The LORD you God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing."

Our prayer is that Noelle will come to know that these things are true in her life and will see them manifest throughout the years.

We had quite a few family and friends joining us at the church service. Thank you to all of you who came. It meant so much to us and was really special to be sitting in a row with so many of the people we dearly love and draw support from in raising Noelle.Here are a couple of pictures. There was a photographer at church who got some of the three of us that we will get soon.

Ephesians

At church there was recently a message on the passage in Ephesians that makes some people shudder because of the way it has been misused throughout time. It is the passage that talks about how husbands and wives should respond to each other and uses the word submission. This message helps to put the passage in the proper context and understanding as well as highlight how radical a message that Jesus brought for the treatment of women. It is worth listening to!
Here is the link:
http://www.rockharbor.org/resources/messages/index.php?page=current#
When this link comes up, type "husbands" into the search archive box at the top right
Click on the message entitled "husbands, fathers, masters" 2.03.08

First Haircut

Noelle did totally great with her first real haircut. She was all for sitting in the car chair but didn't really want the cape around her neck. Then they put a sesame street video in and she was happy as can be. In the picture with her hand on her head, she had reached up and said, "How's look?" I of course told her it was beautiful!

Tears came later while we were waiting for Ryan to get back from the bike shop. A little boy was screaming his head off and Noelle, not all too concerned, went over to see. As soon as she saw the hair falling to the ground she said, "boy spilled" and got really upset. I'm really not sure what she thought was happening but she did not like it. Fortunately daddy came soon and she got a sucker.

Noelle at 21 months

Here are some recent miscellaneous pictures of Noelle.

Noelle fingerpainting in her homemade apron from Erica.

Playtime with Daddy at the park.

She is starting to get so big! We are having so much fun with all of the new things she comes up with to tell us. I took this picture of her today because I think that she looks so adorable with her hair up in a little ponytail. It makes her look like such a little girl.

Pregnancy update (25 weeks)
This has been an interesting season for us but definitely one that we know God will use for good as we have been learning some important lessons. I have been taking it very easy for the past two months because of having too many contractions. Thankfully, the doctor's are optimistic about the situation, thinking that since they have not caused any problems so far they hopefully will continue to be harmless and I will go to full term.
The difficult part is having still so far to go. We've struggled in making the necessary adjustments and I have had to deal with the worry and anxiety that accompanies pregnancy complications. Whatever the season life brings however, God is always faithful, knowing just what we need. Although the process is not always easy.

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path." Psalm 118:105

In a devotional, the question is posed, "Approximately how many feet ahead do you think a lamp might illuminate?" I realized that I was focusing too much effort on what may lie ahead and not looking for the help that God was offering me in the present. I know that worry has the potential to consume me and I really don't want my life to continually be plagued by worry, especially when it comes to my children. You know, I thought that I had worrying under control, but that all changed, the moment I found out I was first pregnant a few years ago.

It's all worth it though, a hundred times over, Noelle brings more joy than I could have ever imagined. :)

Ryan's Favorite Christmas Present

Ryan got a present he and Noelle can enjoy together! How cute is this?

Sledding in the Snow!

Noelle and Daddy's Big Adventure

Noelle and I headed off to the midwest together. Kaitlyn had to stay back so that she could rest and make sure baby girl #2 stays where she belongs. We went on the trip to connect with some of our family we do not get too see very often. We spent a few days with my grandparents, birth father, half brother, and other family members on that side then we headed over to Wisconsin and met up with my Mom and some of our family members out there. It was quite the adventure for Noelle and I. We endured 4 hour plane rides, long car trips, freezing cold weather, unfamiliar sleeping places, Airport chaos, and much more including unloading all of our stuff in 12 degree weather and beginning to check into our hotel only to find out we were at the wrong hotel (there were two Hyatt's on the same block).

She did great and to be honest at times she handled it better than me. Despite the hard stuff of traveling we had a blast as it was her first experience with snow and she loved it! Here are some pictures of family members and fun times in the snow. For me it was a great experience and I learned much about Noelle, myself, and my family. It was fun to allow family so far away to see us face to face and enjoy Noelle. Noelle had a great time at "great grandma" and "papa's" house playing with toys that have been in the family for 40+ years, reading with new people, enjoying the love of Aunt Lisa, playing with Bigggg Bear and Conner (who I think was her favorite on this side), sledding with Grandpa Brad, and just being the star of the show. In Wisconsin Aunt Joan, Grandma Julie, and cousin Meggie provided some great relief for me as they loved playing with her, bathing her, painting her toenails, doing her hair, and even changing poopy diapers. On this side I have to say cousin Meggie was her favorite, thanks cousin Meggie, you were great! Once we finally made it home we slept for 3-4 hours and then just enjoyed the love of Kaitlyn that we both missed so dearly while we were gone!

Christmas... and Noelle's Favorite Present

We had a wonderful and mellow Christmas. Christmas Eve was at my parent's house with my dad's side of the family. We spent Christmas morning at home, breakfast at my parents and then headed to Temecula to have dinner with the extended family.




Uncle Brian and Great Grandma got this "jump jump" for Noelle. Boy, does she love it. Brian downloaded some videos to youtube so I thought I'd embed one. This isn't of her jumping as much but it was really cute. I didn't know that she could count this high. She's always amazing me.

ABCs

She is one smart cookie!

5 Year Anniversary

This weekend Ryan and I got away for our 5th Anniversary. We headed up to Big Bear and stayed at the Knickerbocker Mansion Bed and Breakfast. It was a pretty amazing cabin, one of few built with vertical logs, with excellent food. It was a pretty mellow weekend as skiing, sledding, etc. are out for me but we actually found plenty to do and enjoyed the little village. The weather couldn't have been better. It had snowed the weekend before, so was covered in snow and yet sunny and warm during the day. Every anniversary we have the opportunity to reflect upon how faithful God has been to us in changing us and drawing us together. We also kept thinking about Noelle and all the funny things she say/does and the reality that we will soon have TWO little girls running around. Another girl... we can't believe it. Oh the fun we are going to have with these two little ones. I'm only 19 weeks pregnant but I'm already ready for her to be here :). She's already kicking around in my belly - I'm predicting another busy one!

Boo Boo

Noelle was playing, turned around and lost her balance and bent forward right into the corner of the toy box. It really wasn't too bad as far as boo boo's go but we got this great picture so I'm posting it. For the week or so after she would see her reflection and make me kiss the boo boo and she felt very important when we put "corbin" (that's what she calls neosporin) on it.

Ballet

My Minnie Mouse!

I got her ready and just couldn't get over how cute she looked. I loved the way she pranced around in her outfit and shoes too. It was so great. I was trying to get her to smile in these pictures and all I got were these raised eyebrows!

Hullabaloo!

Our church, along with two other churches, put on a carnival like event at the fairgrounds on Halloween. Noelle, and therefore her entourage (me, Ryan, Grandma and Grandpa), had so much fun! She played a couple carnival games for some candy. I think it shocked her but pleased her greatly that people were just handing her candy all night long. She got to ride a pony, which was so cute because we couldn't go in, so a lady took her and put her on the horse. She was all about it and you could see her talking to the lady and just totally confident. Then round and round she went. We were just laughing watching her. Off to the bounce house she went and jumped and jumped, although she didn't like it when a little boy kept trying to hug her. She even got a balloon turtle. It was such a fun night!

Growing!

That's right, Noelle is going to be a big sister! She says to my tummy, "growing" and "new baby" but really has no concept. The baby will be due May 8th and we are very excited! So far everything has been going really well. I'm twelve weeks and just about to enter the second trimester which I am hoping will bring an end to the nausea. We will keep you posted about this new little addition to our family and of course with lots of updates on Miss Noelle.

Nursery Rhymes

Noelle has a Mother Goose book that she loves to read. She has started to memorize many of the rhymes and wants us to read them over and over. My mom said I was the same way.

A Beautiful Fall Day at the Beach!

Visiting the Pumpkin Patch

Ryan, Noelle, Grandma Julie and I went to the pumpkin patch and rode the choo choo train. We all had a really great time!

Quick Runner

Noelle is very proud of her running ability. Today she thought it was hilarious to say "come here" and run away from me. Then I would yell, "come here" and she would squeal with delight and run at me and then away. Who knows what goes through that little mind of hers. It seems like shes coming up with a new game every day and picking up on our lingo as she plays.

LOOK WHAT I FOUND ON YOU TUBE...

Today I was sent a link to a YouTube video that was a tribute to my dance teacher who passed away a year ago. She was an incredible woman and dance teacher! I looked at more videos by the user who sent the video and found a video of me and my cousin Dean dancing at the US Open Swing Dance Championships when we were around 8. I thought you all might get a kick out of it. And yes, that is my real hair. Enjoy!!

VISITING WITH THE NORTHERN CALIFORNIA GIRLS

Halle Ganyo

Noelle and Macy Pray

Macy MacDiarmid, Halle Ganyo, Noelle, and Macy Pray

"Quick Runner"

Noelle and I flew to Sacramento and spent a long weekend with Grandma Julie and my girlfriends from college. We went to a baby shower celebrating the arrival of Cameron Pray. I also got to attend the MacDiarmid's church and got some good hang out time with Erica and Halle. It was really fun to spend time with my friend's kids and get to know them better. Noelle is incredibly busy these days (as everyone that was with her this weekend could now attest for) and is learning something new everyday!